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I've been the biggest weeper since last friday, like a victim of living stress cursed by the loved ones, like the unloved ones, like the handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space.
Never thought time can go so fast that i still don't think it's fast enough.
This isn't a proud moment for me of course, not like i have a good reason to be miserable or i'm in my darkest days in life. But for some reason i just cant put myself out of misery -- go to sleep when the sun's out, crying alone in the empty room and wondering what the hell i can do to cheer self up.
Went thru my life and found the same result as all time, still have nothing can do to help.
Pushing away everyone who cares about, It's not will I ever change, it's do I want to, or, do I dare to.